2 months.

The thought about exams is just so demoralizing and im alrd feeling drained. ): 

Prelims have started and im alrd starting t count down t the day of freedom. (and of course t my tw trip, its prob my only motivation now) 

Theres so much i wanna do after exams. Yea, i know, prelims are not even over and im alrd having thoughts like that. Sighhhh

I cant wait t: 

1. plan for my tw trip! (gonna need alot of time t plan ): )

2. kinda wanna work actually so tt i can earn some cash t fund my trip

3. spend some time alone, going t cafes alone, reading a book there or just sit and stone and just let the world pass by w my cup of coffee/tea (im not someone who likes t be alone, but i've been having thoughts like tt lately. bf thinks im getting too emo cos of exams stress. haha)

4. i wanna go sun tanning! hopefully a short trip t batam or whatever or a staycation!

5. wanna exercise again. kinda miss jogging and swimming. maybe cos im starting t feel fat alrd. ):

6. explore more places! i'd have all the time by then t try out more places! (: 

7. bake? 

8. blog! im really bad at blogging and writing and i take really long t finish up a post which i dont really have time t do so now cos time's my biggest enemy. so many backdated posts tt i've yet t blog about! ): 

9. meet friends! so many pp tt i've havent met for the longest time!
10. go t S.E.A aquarium! its like everyone has been there alrd except me ):
11. try doing mani & pedi on my own
12. take up a language class, korean maybe? yea i know, it's studying. but at least sth im interested in? haha

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and the list goes on. haha

Just wanted t rant cos im feeling really stressed this few days, this the really short and nonsensical post. Lol. 

And i'm so looking forward t wed! Bf's turning 21! Really ah boy t man alrd. Hahaha. Gonna bring him for a really nice dinner (jap yakiniku) and im really looking forward t it cos we havent really tried sth like tt (apart from korean bbq). Though its gonna cost a bomb, im sure it'd be worth it! Really hope tt he's looking forward t it and will enjoy it too! 

Will blog about it ASAP when i have the time, which i really doubt i would until May. ): Havent even blogged about Valentines and all. But i'd definitely be posting it on IG so stay tuned! Hehe 

Alright, i think im done w ranting. Hope t come up w a new post soon! 

For those who're preparing for exams as well, jiayou and goodluck! Hang in there, and it'll soon be over! (easier said than done, i know ): ) 

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